I’m still a virgin… but that doesn’t mean I haven’t been curious. I’ve never been with a man, yet my body already knows what it wants. When I’m alone, my hands start exploring places they shouldn’t. Sometimes slowly… sometimes more impatient. I’ve learned how to make myself wet just from my own touch. There were moments when curiosity went further. I took one of my toys between my lips and practiced, imagining it was real. The way it filled my mouth, the way I had to breathe through my nose, the way my eyes watered a little… it made me feel things I wasn’t ready to admit. I’m soft on the outside, but my thoughts are already dirty. I want to be taught. I want to be guided. I want someone patient enough to show me how it really feels when another person takes control. I’m not experienced… but I’m very willing to learn.